Carazy World of Christa

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 23:52:21 GMT

I dont want to see you anymore, I'm just not that strong, I love it when you're here but I'm better when you're gone...

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 00:38:15 GMT

people need to calm the hell down. You know when you allow something to slide and then you realize how outrageous it really is? well.. that is how I am feeling right now. Annoyed that I don't realize when a pearl of wisdom is given to you. Thanks for that Sola.
*I have no idea what tomorrow will bring for me so I hope that it is joy and a smile on his face*
much love you guys!

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 17:11:28 GMT

It has been so long since I have updated and I have so much to say but then again I have so little to say. If you have been keeping up with me, you know it has been.. RIDICULOUS! roar! hrmm.. much love guys..
*BOOKS before BOYS*

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 19:36:03 GMT

such a crazy night.
that is all that I can say about it.
my neck is sore... and it hurts a bit but i am convinced that it hurts from sleeping badly
last night. I have so much work but i just know that 2morrow is going to be the day to do it
because I have been doing floor stuff all day.. and chilling at the desk.
Tonight is Cecille's birthday dinner.. so im excited about that.. hrmm.. there will be minimal discussion
of last night's events cuz i don't want to talk about them. Drama, NO MORE!!!! well.. much love..
I must get on with what is left of my day!

*christa*

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 05:27:11 GMT

so... school started relatively well, i soo like this guy.. *sigh* we'll see how that works.. being an RA is CRAZY! but it suits me well.. i just think that this semester will be hard if I do not buckle down soon.. i gotta not procrastinate with Genetics... and i need to get a planner.. if i dont i a SCREWED!! hrmm.. i honestly have SO much to say but i constantly feel like there is no time.. hrmm.. good night world.. love you!

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 16:54:07 GMT

hrmm.. its been awhile since I have posted.. sorry about that.. summer is going pretty well.. im smiling a lot and i am hanging out more with Kyle.. kinda weird.. cuz i didn't think that I would keep up with him in college.. but we are close.. i like him a lot.. he's a really nice guy. Colleen's birthday is 2morrow.. i need to get her gift!! arghh.. i will go tonight with my sister... muhahaha.. this summer has been a lot less drama than i thought it would be! THANK GOD!! its still more drama that I want.. but less than i expected.. wooohoo!! hrmm.. well.. much love!

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 16:10:26 GMT

hm... what to say? i dislike stupid boys, but the sweet ones make everything worthwhile...

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 15:15:34 GMT

hm... what to say??? i had an awesome birthday!!!! kinda wished that it had waited a little longer to rain.. but we all had a lot of fun... but i was SOOO DRAINED by the end of the night.. i was ready to go home and SLEEP! which i did.... for 10 hours.. lol i was happy.. i have all this stuff to clean up though.. man.. this sucks.. i don't want all these cokes and all this junk food.. thank you to all my friends that came..and for all the cool gifts..yah!! BOOKS!!!! i am soo excited!! all this new reading material!!! THANK YOU GUYS!!! hmm.. now i must go and clean up all the stuff...

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 19:50:40 GMT

hmm... what to say?? just got back from lunch with pham man.. lol.. he's cool.. even though a bit of a pothead... he got accepted to KSU!! im sooo proud! hmm.. speaking of potheads... i knew he smoked but.. with him?? yuck man! yuck! anyhoo.. those are my thoughts for the day... 2 days til its my day!! woohoo!!

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 16:09:16 GMT

hmm.. what am i thinking about?? oOoo, I am turning 19 on Tuesday... woohoo!! don't know what I am going to do cuz of the weather i just hope that it is sunny cuz i wanna have it at Acworth beach... VOLLEYBALL!!! wooho!!! its hard to invite people bc of all the drama.. and then i know some pple r going to invite themselves! arghh! ah well.. s'ok... balalalala dip dap a day.. balalalala dip dap a day balalalala dip dap a day dip dap a day
*dances crazily to the 80's music in t he background of her mind*

Tue, 31 May 2005 18:26:18 GMT

hmm.. summer is going prety well... i wish that it was sunnier but besides that.. everything is hmm.. as could be expected... wish there was more sun! arghh!! can't wait until my birthday.. wish that everyone could be here! hmm.. im missing my friends in Miami... wishing that they could be here but i am loving the time that I am spending with my friends here.. where is the sun??? ahhhhh!!!! btw.. star wars was really good! and..potheads are just dead ends!!!

Mon, 23 May 2005 00:46:23 GMT

been feeling kinda weird... in a good way. I realize that i always pick these guys that need some help/guidance in life.. kinda weird... cuz i am taking a break from that mess.. i am just gonna chill with some close guy friends this summer.. and i am gonna quit worrying about him *sigh* he IS soo cute... yet soo unavaliable...(which makes him cuter) anyways.. i g2g
STAR WARS is calling MY NAME!

Fri, 13 May 2005 07:35:16 GMT

a litte confusion never hurt anyone right? hmm. i don't what to do about this whole situation. it really isnt my problem but i have somehow been put in the middle. I don't even mind it cuz i love my friends but i hate when he treats me like this... it makes me so mad... i dont want to see ever again right now.. it is actually pretty possible but i know it wouldn't be the best thing to do... i just need to calm down and listen to my music.. just chill out...summer is here.. THANK GOD... so hopefully time will heal..

Sun, 08 May 2005 18:26:25 GMT

people are so ridiculous. this isn't going to work. I have 2 finals this week that are very important to me and....i do not have time for you. so FUCK off.

Sat, 07 May 2005 07:24:08 GMT

Feeling pretty happy right now.

Wed, 04 May 2005 14:52:05 GMT

I find that really unfortunate.

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 06:32:06 GMT

it is official... i gotta move on.. this sucks... all the guys i like are taken... either atually or emotionally... ah! this sucks!

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 17:31:24 GMT

okay. so now i have to deal with her shit too? oh hell no. I have no patience. Things went remarkably well in UF. (thank GOD!) *smiling*

so i have been thinking a lot lately... looking back at my entries. How is it that no matter how hard I try.. i seem to be stuck with my feelings. It is like a merry go round... spinning round and round.. sometimes i even think that things look different but they are all the same. im not depressed or anything. .i am actually pretty happy cuz my grades are looking better and better and my friends situations are getting better... still not perfect but then when will it ever be? I am just realizing that a lot my strife and worry can be avoided by accepting situations that I cannot change. I hate that.. why can't I control that? i want to be able to control my emotions, they should not control me. I wish that i was perfect.. i wish that everyone that i cared about felt the same way..*I'm sorry I can't be perfect*

why does this year feel like it should be over? I mean... i feel like it should be new year's.. maybe it is cuz i want a party... well.. this weekend I will be having a party with my sis Abba.. i love u!.. then next weekend.. with my peeps in da 305! ha ha!

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 14:16:44 GMT

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember a person you never met.

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 21:52:21 GMT

i need an outlet for all the frustration that I have. I am frustrated with almost everyone of my close best friends. I am missing that one person that I could tell everything without worrying if it would come back to be... damn it! I dont miss robert... i miss the idea of someone who cares enough to listen and not question... what the fuck? today was an allright day but then 2nite we will see.. i have 2 places to be at the same time.... well.. I need a shower... so lots of love...

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 23:56:54 GMT

I have been having an overall good time lately. There is a lot of drama.... like always but I am finally accepting that it is a part of my life. I was afraid that I would get lonely.... but i am not really lonely..i am just lamenting my bad decisions... it is the end of the semester and I have slacked ALL semester and April just looks like it will just make it worse. I have a research paper rough draft due tomorrow and I haven't even started.. but i cannot concentrate so I am going to the gym and then I am going to a movie and then i will be at the library all night long..... I am worrying about this guy that I am not sure he knows how much I care about him. That is the hardest part of this situation..... i have no clue what is going on in his head.. and he is so shy.... i wouldn't know anyway... summer is coming... i need to be free.. but i he's real cute... and I can't even tell my friends cuz then it would just be weird... and it is really hard keeping things from pple around you... pple that u want to tell... people that would understand... or not... it would just be better..i'll wait until the next time I see him.... but now it is like I never see him... and then when i do.. my heart stops beating and I get all indecisive.... i jus wanna know if this is real... if what I am feeling is legitamite.. or if i am jus wanting to like him so i do... girls do that sometimes... we'll see... i feel like this is becoming about the chase to me.... i will see him...and then i will do something.... i won't be stupid.... (like b4)... anyways... i am still worrying... still thinking... but still HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 18:41:19 GMT

I am so sick of people be so secretive about how they feel about other people. It frustrates me to no end. And you know that I am talking to you... but you quite frankly are not worth it. So forget it JERK! been awhile.. not quite long enough.. I am so tired today.. I feel like I could drop dead but I shalln't... i need sleep.. maybe I will be able to after I finish my paper tonight... ah well... we will see... much love..

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 02:17:13 GMT

love is a beautiful thing... well this isnt love.. this is.... how should I say? intoxicating...... i wish that I could feel like this forever.....

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 17:05:16 GMT

Colleen has been here for a couple days now, and we are having fun! i wish that it was more sunny tho... all this rain gets me down, especially when it is usually never like this! grrr! Maybe God dn want us to get Skin Cancer.... so I should be thankful... but I still want her to have a good time.. ya know? anyways.. we are leaving now.. peace out and much love!

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 15:41:37 GMT

Jennifer's b-day was yesterday... I love her soo much. I finally put a bad situation to rest and I feel good about it.... much love everyone...